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dude. wow. wow is all I can say to you. you’re a bitch. I thought we had something going on. I thought we were growing. I looked forward to your hugs. They made me feel warm. They made me feel safe and protected. You were cute. Not anymore. When I started thinking that we could happen you just had to turn your back on me and find ashley? really? ASHLEY? I really thought you liked me. Was I making it up in my head? no. I know I wasn’t. Everybody else could see it too. I liked how you complimented it. It made me feel good inside. You told me I was cute and we were flirting. Then the next day you go out and get a girl? SERIOUSLY? fucking asshole. Guys like you make me sick. The worst part is I see you every single day at school. I see you and her. hugging. holding hands. It makes me sick. But it also makes me sad inside because I know that that could have been me and you. I have found myself feeling upset inside because of this. I don’t understand why I feel this way. I don’t understand why I feel this way. I KNEW that you always liked me more than I liked you. It was obvi. I didn’t even like you that much. You were kind of lacking personality. The only thing I liked about you was that you were nice, cute, and I liked your hugs. So why do I feel upset about this?